Idk what to do. I might be trans, might just be someone who wants to look cute and I can’t tell the difference anymore. Also permanently transitioning will come at great personal cost and might be a unique safety issue. Also I never had any dysphoric thoughts before 26-27y of age. I’m 31 now I’ve lived most of my life as a straight man maybe just keep going lmao. But I do have gender envy for days. Point being why now. Also it’ll break my mother’s heart if she so much as sees me in a skirt. Dad’s too lol. Say what you will about ‘that’s on them, not your problem, transphobes bad’ I can’t help but love and care about them, they’ve really tried as parents. they’re just heavily indoctrinated old ppl with calcified brains.
Wow that is incredibly fucked up. Mao proves to have been right in the strangest of situations.
I dunno, I can’t force you to wear the skirt, especially against your own safety/at risk of eviction. Unless you want me to ig?
I was in a lot more privileged a position, (even though I got kicked out lol) but personally I made transition, and making my body comfortable and enjoyable for me, my top priority. I thought, fuck anyone else having a say in what I do with my body and self.
I’m already wearing the skirts fully dolling up etc sometimes when I go out, I just meant for starting hrt or something that makes presenting as masc difficult etc for when I see them.
Ohhhh! I mean, you could always just boymode around them anyway if that’s more comfortable/safe for you!! You could bind if you end up needing to, but if you don’t announce it they probably won’t notice honestly.
Hmm makes sense. Thanks for listening doll