I’m bi-myself

on the second part based on the first being just makes everything much more simple

My mom just chalks it up to me being innocent and idealistic when I told her it was about love being important for me, since I don’t act aggressively allo I guess it just throws her off. I do like your description tho

damn nobody want me fr 😭😭

Explained to my parents years ago that I’m and like my dad still doesn’t know what that means and my mom is like “if you ever get with a a woman you like… or guy” please I maybe be a loser with no pull but at least I’m a gay loser with no pull

Been stuck in this mental lock of wanting to paint my nails these past couple of weeks while watching the polish slowly come off. It’s all almost gone now but a speck on my right thumb feel like a weird limbo between painted nails and not painted nails if I can overcome this tomorrow I’m gonna paint them and see it as a new beginning

I think understanding my brain more is good mindless scrolling just means I need stimulation hell a lot of my excess behaviors just that. Giving it a name helps me break from my brain fog that traps me in place most of the time.

That makes sense on one part I can also see these dating shows being self selected on who gets on and who’d be interesting in being on a dating show.

Playing tabletop games is fun went from playing he/hims to she/they then he/they to my last character she/her before the campaigned was put on hold. Getting to play a character and exploring stuff real fun though I do somewhat worry if I’m playing to any stereotypes or not. Overall my characters have been boneheaded regardless of pronouns but that’s just my style

Watched some british dating show called dinner date, what I learned british women have low standards for men and cooking. Well to be fair none of the couples really worked out and they had some odd people on there like this woman who had never eaten a vegetable in her life every time something was green on her plate.

Then that might explain it. only advice I got growing up was no water past 7 pm and that was both uncomfortable and mixed.

ty and you’re right, I guess we all got our things that help us

long enough

Pickle juice is like my secret ingredient now, I’m like a french chef cooking with wine but with brine. One cup of brine for the food one for me

My sleep these past days has been alright, I go to bed with half a gallon of water and usually by midnight I finish it and get another half gallon of water.

Someone got it

My ass could not outrun a cappy

Girl we’ve been knowing how to draw