Trans Girly, low level programmer, amateur chemist, self aware drug (ab)user.

 -- We don't make mistakes... just happy little segfaults.

- Radare2

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Cake day: June 15th, 2023

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  • Thanks! <3

    as I have mentioned on another comment this is not half of it '^^, I have gone to two therapists but my experiences were mostly negative so instead Im just trying to surround myself with loving people and taking MDMA every now and than hihi~, it has certainly helped me unpack some traumatic experiences I had been supressing for years!




  • thank you!

    you should continue to assess the beliefs you hold

    hm, I mean, after my libertarian phase, I shifted into individualist anarchism before I ultimately stopped giving a fuck about politics since there is nothing I can change.

    A while afterwards I was still experiencing thoughts of self tought about my identity due to the things people I had looked up to were spouting but thankfully these thoughts left.

    what kind of believes do you think I should watch out for?












  • well besides it being a bad way to convice somebody

    for me, it is not about wanting to and its not about childhood(I am an adult and I still strugle + am told what a awful person I am for wasting food), I have a small selection of gland foods I can eat in comfort, everything else is unbearable to eat, I don’t refuse food because I don’t want to be nice and just eat up, I refuse because It is painful to do and might vomit it all back up again


  • Yeah and I absolutely can’t, I have been forced, which has been quite painful, although now adays that doesn’t happen but people just pressure me, and if I can’t, I get lines like “children in africa are starving”, I have heard that one alot

    Oh, don’t worry, I have a couple more balanced comfort foods, that was just some hyperbelly :)