anaesidemus [he/him]

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Cake day: September 6th, 2020

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  • It is both agonizing and liberating to finally get the correct meds for this condition.

    This is only my second day on this medication so I’m afraid that things might not always be like this from now on. I’m afraid that this effect may only be an initial honeymoon phase and I’ll eventually go back to how I was before. If that ever does happen, though, I’ll know that that disorganized mess of a human being is not all that I can be.

    For me at least the euphoria has worn off but the effects are still potent. I don’t have a steady unexplainable feeling of anxiety. I don’t NEED caffeine and alcohol to function.

    You will not be the same as before, you might have some coping mechanisms that you’ll still do, you might develop new ones. It takes a while to adjust.