That’s exactly it, you hit the nail on the head!

Yes you’re right I definitely have this behavior left from being younger and besides trolling I had no other intend. But of course I’m aware of there being people having other intends and that there is a responsibility that comes with getting older. I really need to mature in that regard. It’s just that something in me just still wants to play like a kid and sometimes wants to do silly stuff (except from what I described in the post of course cause that was really stupid).

I don’t get how these kids generally call you a pedophile just for playing Roblox in the first place (I was talking about this on Discord and many other adults where saying they experienced the same thing). I bet that many of these same kids who are saying that will keep playing it as an adult too. I think many people still have an inner child and just wanna have fun sometimes. Heck I even still enjoy the first 3 seasons of SpongeBob cause the humor is just great and I’m sure it was also made for adults in mind.

It’s like they’re complaining about stuff that they do themselves. It’s not like any generation owns some type of internet content or humor. And most of that stuff actually started in my generation being Gen-Z.

Yea I definitely have that. It goes to the point where I’m checking my door multiple times in a row and when something bad happened I can’t stop thinking about it. Thanks for the tip, I will definitely talk with my psychiatrist about it!

You’re right. I think I somehow needed to get this off my chest and get someone else’s opinion on this to convince me that I’m not a bad person and that I’m allowed to forget this because it’s hard to carry this alone with me everyday. I hope I manage to move on/get over this and forget this cause I’m very paranoid about these things and generally have strong shame if anyone criticizes me about the smallest thing and thinks something bad about me that I’m not. And that was basically the worst accusation I could possibly get especially if it’s from children (even though I’m not sure how old they actually were cause their way of articulating things and insulting me made me feel like they were at least 15 or something. I think someone said he was 16 or so)