So, like I said in my intro post, I’m pan but I’m technically sapphic and nonbinary.
I was in a NBLW (and open, so I’m allowed to date/have crushes outside of her) relationship with Natalia (19F), but it was long distance so we only talked through social media and texting.
Natalia has stopped answering my messages and overall just stopped being online as much, when she’s online, she doesn’t make time for me, just her friends. She says “Hi, how are you” or “Hi honey” once in a while if I’m in the group chat with her friends, but we barely talk one-on-one and I barely use the group chat.
She said she would check her messages more but hasn’t 😓
At first, her messages were screenshots to her friends of messages between AI bots. She would post romantic messages in her bio that she used to post with me, and acted super embarrassed when I asked her.
Now, all she does is play video games and her recent messages are just scheduling a time and game or gossip with her friend.
I think we’re basically broken up but I know if I “dared” to do so, she would slander me and call me an abuser/bad person for that just like last time.
On the other hand, I’ve been spending more time with Karl (18M), my friend who I kind of like. He called me cute yesterday, and I just found out that he’s pan (not straight). As an enby, this means I could have a chance with him 👀
Personally I’m not a relationship expert by any means, in fact I’m probably closer to ace than anything as far as sexuality goes. So I’m not here to offer advice, just some resources.
If open relationships and not being tied down or tying anyone else down (metaphorically, you’re welcome to use rope in other ways if you wish) is your thing, maybe Relationship Anarchy would be a useful school of thought for you to read up on. It’s something that I’ve been reading up on slowly that I think has some interesting ideas whether you’re polyamorous or monogamous. Just a little something to help work on your own headspace with this perhaps.