And you know what? They were right. My partner, trans elders, and levelheaded allies.

It’s so easy to be impatient when you first realize. Nothing can happen fast enough, and you want all the things, all at once. You want to be today where others are who have lived for decades to get there.

2.5 years into my transition it’s occurring to me just how much progress I’ve made, even over the last few months. My body is developing rapidly, but I’m also gaining confidence to show the world who I really am.

More people are using my name and pronouns every day, I’m wearing more comfortable clothes and I no longer obsess about whether anyone will notice. Male-failing is an almost daily occurrence. I’m developing my own authentic fem styles.

I have a looooong way to go yet, but I’m excited for what the future might bring. My goals are finally beginning to seem attainable.

Hopefully those of you who haven’t reached that point yet, and those going through a difficult time, can take solace in my little story about passing through into better times. Keep your head up, work toward your goals, and most of all be patient. It might take years, it might take a decade, but eventually you’ll realize it was worth it.