• Staiden@lemmy.dbzer0.com
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      1 year ago

      As someone who enjoys the near death experience of being a flattened disk of light energy folding in space time, this makes me sad.

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          1 year ago

          So I wouldn’t actually want to be stuck in it forever. It’s hard to explain but my k-holes are quite dark and dreadful, it’s what I explained in my previous comment except looping. I don’t have a physical body anymore and I’m just a thought process floating through space in a stream of color. There’s this creeking noise like a door opening that starts off real low pitch and slowly speeds up to the point it’s high pich and extremely fast. Then it’s like hitting a wall and you fly in to a million pieces an slowly gather yourself in that state and then it repeats.

          It feels like that is what you have been since the beginning of time. It feels like a near death experience and when i come out some kind of reverse psychology goes on in my brain. I just think about how much it would suck if that was real. My depression goes away for quite awhile afterwards.

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          11 months ago

          My awareness going on forever sounds hellish. I don’t want to only live 70-100 years, but I also wouldn’t want to live 1000 years, let alone billions.

          So I sure hope you’re wrong on that front (and I think you are). The universe is a cruel enough place as it is.

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        11 months ago

        My man.

        I’ve been there too. I saw the singularity and touched god… and I’m a goddamn atheist. Coming back from that experience changed me. The memories were fleeting. I couldn’t remember the specifics after I returned to baseline. All the knowledge that I was given dissipated… but the overwhelming sense of calm persisted.

        If I’m gonna die, it’d be a good way to go out.

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          11 months ago

          My biggest k-hole was my most terrifying and incredible experience I’ve ever had. I haven’t done it since. I will again someday.

          The curtain of consciousness was peeled back and I saw what was beyond life and time and brain. It was neat, it horrified me.