I never could put into words why I always made female characters in RPGs. I didn’t have the right words, so as a kid I went with the “I’d rather stare at a woman than a man” excuse.
When I say obsessed, I mean obsessed. I spent way too much time thinking about their lives and their history especially when compared to how much thought I put into myself. It played into my daydreams and fantasies.
I could probably hunt down a few more signs, but they weren’t obvious at the time, even if I felt guilty about them
Same and same. I still do both lol.
I never could put into words why I always made female characters in RPGs. I didn’t have the right words, so as a kid I went with the “I’d rather stare at a woman than a man” excuse.
When I say obsessed, I mean obsessed. I spent way too much time thinking about their lives and their history especially when compared to how much thought I put into myself. It played into my daydreams and fantasies.