As an ally, I can’t offer much in words of wisdom, but I am always happy to provide a hug over the internet. So, from one internet stranger to another, I hear you, and I’m here for you.

Also, I can confirm that crying can definitely feel like a cheat code sometimes. 😊

I don’t have any additional advice to offer. There are lots of good comments already for that. But I did want to share that I also was afraid of taking meds for a long time because I’d heard horror stories (mostly on TV/in movies) of the meds making you almost catatonic, and that wasn’t how I wanted to live my life. However, I’ve been taking anti-anxiety meds for over 10 years now, and I can confidently say that they are a huge help. I’ve changed doses several times, including recently adding an “as needed” med for times I know my stress/anxiety levels will rise. I recommend working with your doctor to figure out the best med/med combo for you, but for me personally, I’ve found a lot of success with Sertraline (generic Zoloft), although it does take about a month for dose changes to take effect, and Buspirone (generic Buspar) for my “as needed” extra.

Also, know that you are not alone, from one internet stranger to another.

I’m a big fan of Captain Hook as the human scale for the crocodile one. 😂

I love that the basket matches her coloring. 🥰

I love cats with sad eyes. 🥰🥰🥰

I absolutely love those eyes! Even though they’re clearly looking down on me with disdain. 🥰

Adding half a bag of butterscotch chips sprinkled on the top of box brownie mix. I get tons of compliments like it’s the best thing in the world (and it is arguably much better than without the butterscotch).

I don’t think cats realize how hilarious they are when they use their grumpy faces. ❤️

Clearly that is their sofa, not yours. 😜

As a current ferret owner, I empathize with this comment so much. I do take mine out on leashes, one at a time, every now and then, and it takes a lot of patience and energy to do so. But it’s always great when I get to show people pics or vids of my ferrets on leashes. It always gets a great reaction.

Speaking as a ferret owner who every now and then tries to get them into a sweater or hat, I can 1000% agree with this statement.

I’m glad to hear I’m not the only one. It’s been helpful to read the responses on this post and this comment. I don’t have anything to add other than to let you know you’re not alone, either. We’ll both continue to learn, grow, and question, and hopefully someday we’ll get beyond our emotional reactions to what is just a name.

Such a cute little lady!

Such a dapper gentleman!

Those eyes! She’s adorable!

Leave the marshmallows to the end when I eat Lucky Charms… And still eating kid’s cereal for breakfast.

Unfortunately, I don’t have any help to offer, but I did want to let you know that it is possible to install on Android from Chrome. I’m replying from mine right now.

Clearing browsing history sounds like a good first step if you haven’t tried that yet. Good luck getting it figured out!

Such a cute, judgemental gal! 🥰

Those eyes! How can you ever deny her anything?! 🥰

But she’s looking so regal while she does… So, I deem it appropriate behavior. 😜