Oh thank god. I saw it the first night in theaters and it was just a damn riot. Like I get why people complain about the behavior. But the movie really goes well along with it.

I was in tears from laughter by the end of the movie. I don’t know what was intended and what wasn’t, but I definitely had more fun than my kid.

Vive la liberté ’

How do you do that on approach?

You know I really don’t know it’s been awhile, and probably will be a while yet.

Yeah the diagnosis was POTS way back when. And the treatment is Gatorade and potato chips and small doses of beta blockers to limit the heart rate.

I guess I didn’t think that it would affect everything related to the autonomic system. Yay, even more surprises.

Thanks for the words of encouragement.

It really wouldn’t surprise me if the autonomic dysfunction was a partial cause of it. I still find it has surprises in store for me. I can exercise and intensely, but only in the right environment. Humidity has to be right, fully hydrated, heat has to be right, my heart rate has to be monitored, otherwise my blood pressure will plummet and the rest of my body does too.

When I was a kid, i was always almost last place in phyed running. Id faint at baseball, basketball, carrying heavy things. Eventually a cardiologist said “yo wait a minute” and did a whole series of tests and found that I sweat abnormally, my body doesn’t link heart rate and blood pressure correctly, and there’s something up with how my digestive system responds to food.

It shares similarities with several neuropathies, but I’m not diabetic, and I didn’t have any illnesses as a kid that would cause it that we know of. It’s also almost identical to Long-COVID syndrome, so I was kind of super happy that appeared, and hoped that I might get some answers.

That’s the weirdest thing in the world to me.

How do you not prioritize your partners enjoyment. It’s like the fun part. Like picking a lock, sure the reward is what is on the other side of the lock, but the process of getting the lock open is so much fun along the way

But you merely adopted the ICE. We were born in it, molded by it. The only warmth we knew was that of our parents bellies and feet, and by then it was nothing to us but burning. The agents betray you because they work for me. We will show you where we made our home, whilst we prepare to bring justice. Then, we will break you .

When the conflicts don’t benefit him?

Nerve density, circumcision status, age, masturbation habits, mental status, attraction, timing of recent ejaculation, general neurological state, nerve conductivity.

So I don’t know about the death grip thing. Maybe when I was really young.

My sensitivity seems fine to me. Uncircumcised, 30s, neurological state and nerve conductivity. Also mental state… Fascinating.

I do have an autonomic dysfunction. And I do have nerve conductivity issues, but I couldn’t finish the tests it was too painful.

But mental state. That… Makes a lot of sense. Ever since my ex-wifes affair, i can’t even enjoy porn. Low key terrified if I ever meet someone I won’t be able to enjoy her.

I dont

Edit: usually bedtime

Eh, it’s too specific imo for a good pasta.

Yeah, it’s definitely gotta be my meds prolonging it then, because if the max was 44.1 minutes and it’s not uncommon for me to go 45-60 that’s definitely an outlier.

That explains why my ex complained about me lasting so long. Like legitimately complained.

It’s probably the medicines I’ve taken since I was a teenager then. If 5 minutes is a marathon, 45-60 must be some cruel form of torture.

Well I’ll be damned. I heard rumors.

They are serious about that coalition member thing - if you meet one, no you didn’t. Though I don’t imagine they identify themselves as coalition.

How do you become part of that coalition? Idk they won’t talk about it. I’m actually pretty certain that I asked enough questions that I’m probably not going get an invitation anytime soon.

I assume they operate like that to keep to their non-violent mission.

That’s why I was all like iffy on my number verifications, it was a long grape vine I heard it through.

I got that part, but there is no way many guys last under 5 minutes right? That’s the joke itself

Ok so where does this joke come from?

Like yeah I haven’t gotten laid in a couple of years, but it’s always been a book an appointment thing for me.

So is the joke guys really take so long and women get bored and sore with it? Like an “opposite” thing? Like “when you wanna make a sex tape, please let it be a Tik tok?”

So, I definitely do a job.

They call me PO. I’m hired as a Software Engineer. My manager says I’m a Tech Lead for the “Product Operating Model.” My principal SWE expects me to contribute to developmenf. My product manager expects me to be an expert on what we’re making. The development team I was given has a strict adherance to Scrum. They call me a product owner.

The scrum guide expects me to contribute only in the product owner roles. That means I get to write up the backlog! But I also have to do code reviews. And I advocate for the business. I do not get to participate in development (conflict 1). I have so many meetings I dont know who is the SMEs on the product im building (conflict 2).

I looked up my job description one day. And it is so vague I can’t argue it.

I refuse to go on a track for more promotions. This job is way too stressful because because there’s a lot of things I can do, I just can’t.

So, in my professional opinion?

Lying on your Resume might get you fired. But it also might make no lick of difference

You know what the protests had a ton of?

Boomers. That is a good sign that I heavily anticipated. Boomers need that social security.

But us millennials and gen-zers need to rememember - Boomers used to be far more politically active than we ever were. My parents we active in the 70s and 80s. I’ve had great aunts and uncles tear gassed. Many arrested, one arrested multiple times (and she has not stopped protesting as she never had kids).

I’m personally bringing out my inner Zelensky - the guy when from comedian body to military body once Russia invaded again. If the old people out there have health events, you can bet your ass we need to save them.

I respect the mindset but in practice I’m far too paranoid about getting the cops called on me for indecent exposure.

I know the law is blah blah blah expectation of privacy in a home, but you tell me Karen won’t glimpse me playing beat saber fully dressed in my birthday suit and immediately call the cops tell them the neighbor in basement is flashing himself in his home to her and the neighbor kids coming by.

If I could remember to always check my blinds, maybe I would. Well. Not when my son is around, cause I remember that as a kid and it was more like “uuuuuughhhhh whyyy?”