I dont post in these megas often but…

Today is my hrt removedversary. Gonna get all dolled up in a cute dress and put on some makeup and put some bows and flowers in my hair and then not go outside at all. I’ll be staying in with my dear woof and watching some anime :33333 .

“Relationships with parents can be difficult, but mine aren’t that bad, they tried to make me detransition and almost murdered me, but it could be worse ”

this is like half of the trans people I know and it makes me concerned

Got my first femme haircut yesterday afternoon, and I’m having intense gender feels from it

I came out to my mom, the last person I really cared to tell. And I mean on the bright side it could have been significantly worse. She told me she loved me and was sorry I was going it alone for so long, and suspected a conversation like this would happen eventually. She thought I might be gay and was waiting on me to tell her. Butttttttttt then I told her my name and pronouns and if she would have told me it was a cute name, I would have cried some good solid happy tears. But she didn’t. She said “I’m not sure I’d be able to use that yet. You’ll have to give me time.” Which to me reads like that’s never going to happen.

Going from dating as a cishet man to a trans lesbian is both a blessing and a curse

The relationships are so much better but holy shit it’s so much harder to just get a date

Not sure if it actually has to do with being trans but it’s so painful to my self esteem

When I hope trans mega posters will support me doing risky behavior, but they instead insist that my behavior is risky (fine, i will get my ears pierced at a studio instead of doing it in my bathroom)

Hello trans thread, I have been in a three month depression hole because I got unlawfully fired. I had to move out of my apartment because my unemployment isn’t enough to cover it. I am fortunate enough to be living with my partner. I also ran out of my medications, which has been even worse for my mind and caused me to go through withdrawals. Today is the first day in three months that I am going to bother to dress well or wear makeup, because spite is simply the most powerful motivator I have ever known. Death to America and death to all fascists.

i think the fact i managed to mostly keep up femme voice while deeply crying during therapy means that i’m fucking crushing it out here

I’m terrified of being a bad person on the inside and it makes it so hard to let the real me out of the cage I’ve built for her

HEV suit that administers estrogen when your HP gets too low

thinking i might need to for a little while, all the news about trump is making me super anxious and im adjusting my anxiety meds rn lol

decided to delete xiaohongshu. it’s a neat app, and i’m glad people are having a nice time with it… i just realised pretty quickly that for me personally, it’s gonna fill the same niche as a tiktok or twitter i.e. being a net negative for my mental health. especially BDD and general envy of other people which can fester into self-hatred. as well as having to see bigoted comments with much more frequency than a space like hexbear, of course. it’s a problem i’ve found with all image-heavy, non-anonymous social media, and i think just cutting it out is the self-care move for me.

^ me

also bought a nice bra today and i’m a B cup now, that’s pretty cool

Planned Parenthood is trying to claim I’m 2 inches taller than I was BEFORE I started HRT. There’s absolutely no way I’m that tall and I’m calling BS

EDIT: measured again at home, i’m exactly as tall as i thought i was, PP is wrong

Came out to another friend and had a great 2 hour conversation catching up. And this morning my partner sent me a very risque selfie and many positive affirmations. I wish for all of my trans comrades to experience this amount of love all the time