LeylaLove [she/her, love/loves]

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Cake day: August 18th, 2023

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  • I’m doing pretty good! Really need to move out of my ex’s. You buying me a coffee for tomorrow was a nice pick me up. I got put back on zoloft (think I said that in the mutual aid post) and that has been really great. Makes me pretty much who I remember myself being without the depression, and I think it’ll be easier not to drink now that I’m on it. 8 months is really cool, I’m glad you’ve been able to get there. Alcohol is truly the shittiest thing I’ve ever been addicted to. Stim cravings are super hard too though. Never got addicted to any stimulants, but still get random extremely strong cravings for them even after extremely long periods of sobriety from them. So I’m glad you don’t really have a way to get it right now. I mean I like being totally broke some days because it helps me not drink.

    That job is so cool. I’m really glad you’re getting caught up on finances. It makes such a big difference in stress levels to start getting by again. I really love that for you.

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  • Everybody has pretty much said what I was going to say about the meds. Here’s a bunch of stuff to avoid.

    Avoid caffeine like the fucking plague for at least your first few days. Caffeine made me sick af on Wellbutrin at the start. It will make every side effect of Wellbutrin worse.

    Avoid alcohol at the start. Wellbutrin makes the hangover absolutely unbearable off anything more than 1 beer. Lexapro has this same effect so I’ve heard.

    Also DM cough syrup. You can’t take that as long as you’re on Lexapro. Wellbutrin just makes it way stronger so that’s safe enough but probably not something you want. Cough medicine often contains an SSRI called DXM in it. Mixing two SSRIs is how you end up with what is known as serotonin poisoning. It is deeply unpleasant and potentially fatal if left untreated.

    All that being said, I also had a headache the first day I took Wellbutrin, but it went away the next day. However, I discontinued Wellbutrin because of the side effects. I am autistic though, and get easily overwhelmed by stimulants. If you have ADHD, it may work better for you. I switched over to an SSRI (the group Lexapro is in) and that has done more than pretty much anything.