somewhat belated because we’ve been really busy again but! we have a docs page up and running, we have the email situation hopefully sorted out, and stuff is flowing again generally. things are going pretty good right now on the backend for Beehaw, i’d say, and hopefully that continues as the week progresses.
when things chill out i’m hoping to get back to finishing a few books which i was reading in May–this has been a full time gig basically, so i haven’t had any real downtime. i only just got in some Stardew Valley last night.
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i have a project at work and the guys i got it from somehow ended up adding like 3 other things to it.
the initial thing was they have a hydraulic valve that only has full open, full close actions. this open close action had no “automatic” speed control of fluid so they want a valve that has proportional control. (open 10%, for example.) somehow, there’s a $25k machine being added in front of the work i was supposed to do so now instead of just adding a valve, i’m adding a valve and adopted a whole automated process on a machine build in 1950, and a controller technology from 1987.
we dont have all the parts. supply chains suck ass. obviously the controller from 1987 is discontinued so im mixing new tech and old tech with half ass communication and there’s another project im finishing for someone that moved up, trying to translate prints from a whole rebuild of something coming up on a july 4th shutdown event and it’s really stressful.
i’m a relatively new tech and there’s a handful of engineers that stare at contractors all day, walk around and try and determine downtime causes and other useless bullshit that can be solved by someone with less of an education, and im supposed to respond to breakdowns, train a new guy, still learn myself, and work on projects that cost $100,000 in parts and labor that these guys should be working on instead of wasting the time they’re doing now.
i love doing what im doing but i literally cant do all the things that’s being expected. thanks for listening.
Currently relaxing in an all inclusive. Will be staying here until Tuesday next week.
Today is my Friday. Tomorrow’s agenda is an oil change, and visiting mom. We’ll see how the rest of it shakes out, but some Elder Scrolls Online or Skyrim is gonna happen.
Halfway thru another philosophy post but a busy weekend pulled me away from it. Been thinking I might want to chill on it for a little though, with things slowing down and settling a bit nicer.
A person who is lovely and magical and moved away last year is coming down to visit, so I’ll be hosting and hopefully cuddling in just a few hours - I’m looking forward to spending what little time of theirs I’ll get when they’re around.
This last weekend I got out and danced twice, spent time with partners including one I haven’t seen in almost a month, finally got connected with the right person to discuss everything that went wrong with my 2 surgeries and care coordination, went to a show my nesting partner and her partner played, and some other stuff I probably forgot.
This week I’ll be moderating a panel speech, and then professionally speaking myself. This weekend is pride in SF, so it’s jam packed with shows and parties. I’m guessing I’ll probably be sick next week because I’ll be spending a lot of time partying and being around a lot of people in crowded spaces dancing and having fun.
What kind of music do you like dancing to??
Also sounds like you’re poly, is that the label you’d use? What’s a nesting partner? I’m really interested in it, I wish I’d discovered the concept of polyamoury before I settled into a monogamous relationship.
EDM, generally genre agnostic. I like and find myself drawn towards melodic elements in music and I enjoy it in different parts of music. Melodies can be more traditional and led by instruments like piano, guitar, etc. or they can be less traditional and come through in bass or electronic elements or through melodic break beats on the drums.
Yes, I am poly and that’s the label I use. My nesting partner is the partner that I live with. I use this term instead of anchor or primary because they are neither of these to me - the other partner (metamour) that I referenced is more akin to her primary or anchor (she doesn’t practice hierarchical polyamory but I feel like primary may in ways be more appropriate here because the two have codependency issues they’re working on).
4 day work week starts tomorrow! Woo for short weeks!
Very jealous!
Things are hard right now. Father’s Day is always rough. Taking summer term organic chemistry while working full-time is more than I can manage well. It doesn’t help that I sped through gen chem 2 in 6 weeks just prior to this.
I’m super burnt out and I don’t have a lot to show for the past sprint at work plus my first midterm is on Friday. This weekend was supposed to be productive but my brain has been on strike.
I did get some exercise in today and it did help a little but I’m nowhere near the capacity required.
I’m very grateful for my life and opportunities afforded to me and I really shouldn’t be complaining about relative non-issues but 🤷♂️
Ochem was nearly the death of me. Hang on, it’ll pass (or maybe you won’t like I did the first time lmao) but you’ll look back soon and it’ll be 3,000,000% irrelevant.
Damn you’re on a tear. You’re a 1%er for determination. I wouldn’t dream of holding any full time job much less SW Eng’g (?) while taking chem classes, much less actually getting in any exercise.
First week into rTMS treatment for depression. Been struggling a lot recently but know that I’ll start feeling better in 2-3 weeks, so there’s a light at the end of the tunnel (I’ve done this treatment 2x now, and know it really helps me… But only lasts 4-5 months).
Have a driving test tomorrow that would normally be a piece of cake, but I’m so depressed it’s difficult to drive. This is the last possible test before I lose my license… I kept on putting it off (because, depression). Hoping I pass!
I’m having a hard time. I have really bad burnout to the point where I don’t even want to smoke and do nothing. I feel like a drone. Gardening has been really helping though. Had to bring my plants inside and put them under lamps since it’s so hot outside.
I’ve been doing a lot of software interview prep, so much that I haven’t done any “real” programming in a minute, which I miss. I don’t really have any ongoing side projects at the moment so I’ve just been coming up with ideas and seeing how far I can scope them out before running into a wall. So far it’s been mostly walls.
I’ve also been working towards getting myself medical coverage so I can get officially diagnosed with ADHD (or whatever I’ve got going on) and hopefully get on some medication. I’ve just been really feeling the struggle these days and I know I can’t put off learning how to live with the way my brain works any longer, especially through the bleak slog that is the job hunt in 2023.
I’m having (or am going to have) some pretty serious personal issues, so that’s pretty bad.
But on the bright side, I had fun playing DnD on the weekend and I opened my first ever open source PR on LemmyFucking ugh. This week is just ugh. Our landlady has brain cancer (our rent is currently about half what apartments are going for in our city, they doubled during covid) and I’m not sure if she’s passed or not but her adult son has taken over the building with his wife and as of Tuesday have given us notice that at the end of the month we’ll get a letter giving us 60 days to move out (month to month lease). We just had a second child in January. They’re kicking us out with a five month old so they can renovate our apartment and charge double.
So instead of paying a ridiculous amount to rent somewhere again we’re attempting to buy a house, but the housing market up here is super tight and they’re all going way over asking price within days. I don’t know what we’re gonna do if we can’t find something suitable in the next week or two so we have time to get this all done in time to move. We do have really good credit and enough to close, but finding one that isn’t a failed flip or looks like it’s from the 70s or isn’t snatched up immediately is wearing on me.
Everything needs to line up and it’s just not right now. I haven’t cried yet so I guess that’s alright.
So sorry you’re going through this, sounds like a nightmare. Hope you find somewhere soon
I went to a second public meeting about how our small community is going to combat youth violence. This series of meetings was prompted after a recent highschool graduate was shot by police.
The first meeting was attended largely by religious leaders who also engage in violence prevention in a nearby city as well as local leaders and school administration. Most of the discussion centered around the causes of young people carrying guns, youth violence, and criminality.
The second meeting was local leaders from various groups and schools discussing strategies of keeping young people engaged and away from violent and criminal behavior as well as how they can coordinate with each other to best share their resources.
I had volunteered to give a short talk about online reselling as a form of legitimate side income to the financial literacy class for young people, however the class was postponed due to the meetings.
How are you feeling about the meetings and the connections being forged? Do you feel like there’s momentum building towards some kind of tangible progress?
Yes, the organizer is someone who has been active in the community for some time. I like the guy, he’s extremely charismatic, a bit strange, although a little too religious for my taste.
He was already expanding his organization before the death. He now has a space that he’s setting up where younger people can go to hang out or where he can have events. They are hosting midnight basketball throughout the summer just to help people stay busy I guess.
They had discussed the use of grant money to pay chaperones to ensure that they are consistently there. They had also discussed finding opportunities for young people to work. Even going so far as suggesting using grant money to pay kids while they work at local businesses.
As you can imagine there is a high amount of poverty in this town. The kid who was killed was in a car with over 6 lbs of marijuana that was packaged for sale. The driver of the car is in custody and was in possession of 2 handguns. While the one that was killed reportedly had a gun when he ran away from the traffic stop. He was on the honor roll, so it’s not like he couldn’t work a normal job. There is an abysmal lack of economic opportunity in the area unless you know people, so getting involved in criminal activity is pretty tempting, especially if you’re young.
Your last paragraph reminds me a lot of where I live in southeastern Ohio, especially that last sentence. It sounds like you all are doing great work. This was inspiring and motivating to read, thank you!
It was honestly humbling to be in that room. Here’s all these different people with these different organizations with huge amounts of experience and training, then there’s me, some guy. At the end the host asked if there was anything anybody wanted to add and one of the ladies from an org just says, “People are dying.” with a flat tone. That hit everyone pretty hard I think. The mood was already somewhat somber before that. The kid who was killed had actually been attending the financial literacy class. Many of the people in that room knew him because they work at the highschool that he went to.
My week has been kinda sucky, thanks
Mine is a rollercoaster of emotions that will hopefully settle soon. And very muggy weather that is leading to some very poor sleep.
However on the positive side if things I am enjoying my first ever rewatch since the original airing of The X-Files and reading The Shadow of the Gods by John Gwyne and it’s really bloody good.
