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Cake day: July 10th, 2023

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  • Bro, try to enjoy your next family affair. They’re going to turn you into a psa on why pirating is unhealthy.

    You should probably stop using windows too bc Microsoft will freely work with lawyers in fleshing out your case of piracy. So be sure to turn off windows updates and disable all telemetry updates as well.

    If I were you, I’d spin up whatever os you wish to use in a virtual environment that is disposable and use it from now on with a vpn.

    Also, if you have any smart features in your home, be sure to toss them out in the garbage bc they are listening… and probably watching. So put some tape over your webcam on your computer.

    Remember to reset your router too bro… they might be in that shit… Intel inside, yanno the saying right?

    No more TV for atleast a month and especially if you only use streaming services like spotify, Disney +, Netflix and so on.

    Best wishes to you my friend… ya might consider going off grid too just to be safe.

    Good Luck! ❤️



  • This happens to me often and boy is it intense! For me… I just acknowledge that I am having a moment… it’s like waiting for a train to pass. Some trains are short and other trains are longer.

    For the long train, I sometimes will go grab me something to drink and maybe grab a snack and go read a chapter or two out of a book that I enjoy.

    If you have a companion or close friend or family member that understands your condition, go tell them that you are having a moment. Sometimes my girlfriend helps me through it by letting me tell her what part of the movie is playing. That seems to help a lot but if nobody is around, I just try to get comfortable and I verbally assault the air around me until it’s I feel better but that’s not healthy, I just don’t know how to fix it.


  • While most people are horrible judges of character and when even your own family throw you under the bus… and how a stranger can even cause you much trouble, I could care less about what others may think of me in a world where every lie has become truth and every truth is a mental illness of some kind.

    Been homeless most of my life, but I was different than most other homeless people. I had my fair share of problems but I made better choices than anyone else I met with the horrible plague of being homeless. I learned really quick that it doesn’t matter who or what you choose to be and it doesn’t matter how good of an attitude you have, how great or horrible you are… you’re still not important!

    So yeah, all this privacy garbage is just that… “GARBAGE” and the social credit score system can be whatever it wants but I’m not changing or running in fear, nor am I to worry any longer about a dying and broken down society with some bullshit pipe dream of being a better place one day. It’s not going to ever be better and it was never good in the beginning.

    I’ll die as a man of integrity before I take a knee to the enemy!













  • No worries. It’s alright that you don’t believe what I do but there’s no need to berate or mock what I believe. I’m still very much a human and I have human problems just like anyone else. I’m not perfect based on my belief of God and I don’t go around telling people they’re going to hell because they’ve been mostly a horrible person.

    Seems like you’re really upset with Christians? Yeah me too… I’ll even go as far to say that I hate them and I don’t believe for one second that they really know or believe anything they claim. They are self-serving pieces of crap in my opinion but as for me, I do know God is real and if it weren’t for him, I wouldn’t have made it through such a bullshit life as I have.

    I’m sorry you don’t want me here. Didn’t mean to upset anyone and I can respect you as a person still… even if you don’t believe what I do. In the same way, if this is how an atheist looks on social media then what is the difference in your thoughts towards me and my belief if this is how you conduct yourself?

    I guess you put everyone who talks about God in the same box. Such a shame! It’s like me saying that I think people that wear shoes are delusional.





  • Well, I’ve had CPTSD since early childhood. Never liked crowds much. Became homeless for 20+ years and I decided to do street ministry to force myself to interact with people no matter how tough it was for me mentally. This was something I did constantly for years and while it’s helped me in many ways I still have little desire to be around people and I still kinda find life to be pointless.

    But a benefit from all this. I found my true identity and today, I’m at peace with myself even though this strange movie keeps replaying over and over again. It’s still uncomfortable for me but I have a much better grip on it than I used to. So I don’t have episodes that last too long even though they’re quite intense still.